"I should takes risks, and never worried about what the world might really think of me."

ok.

haha.. bengong sungguh msg MAMA aku kemarin. hah.

aku : hai ma.
mama : hi mama ka hai PURSE?
aku: hai mama la. apa lak kt purse.

wah sungguh pedas kata2 mama aku itu.. ceh skema skit. time msg je msti kompom ckp cam 2. bukan nk sgt pon duit 2 tp trpksa gak mntak nk menjalani kehidupan sehari-hari haha.. ni pon next week lgi bnyk duit nk kena guna. haih asgmnt punya pasal la kan.. agak2 dlm rm250 la kot nnti abis nk kena print atas kertas A0 dammit.. x leh bsr lgi ka? atas kain rentang ka kan lgi besar. boleh trus wat untuk papan iklan kat menara KLCC pon ok. aku layan je.

nk kata passion aku la kn. kunon. cam orng ckp art is my passion so aku pon nk ikot gak. hah ambik kau ART habis. ni akibat mls nk bace buku, sesungguhnya dengan itu aku tolak bulat2 nk ambik course lain. haha.. banyak2 bnda aku x suka buat bace bnda yg aku x mint tp slalunya orng ckp la kan apa yg kita x suka buat 2 lagi ppt kita buat. sbb boleh mndtgkan kelebihan kat diri snediri. aku pon ni bukan hebat mana hah.. tapi klau boleh aku buat aku buat yg terbaik. tapi takat ni aku slalu sgt megeluh nk siapkan asgmnt skit pon bising. orng lain leh je buat 4 5 asgmnt skali gus apa adahal. aku je suka buat alasan yg x ppt. 2 la punca mls aku bnyk sgt mgeluh. itu ini ada je yg x kena, time nyawa kat ujung tanduk bru la nk kelam kabut buat itu ini.. mntk tolong sana sini.. sblm ni x lak nak usahakan.

kalau ikut kn aku ni x layak dpt apa yg aku dpt skng. tapi bnda dah dpt aku ptt bersyukur jauhkan la rasa ketidak puas hatian aku.. jgn jadi tamak.. orng tua2 ckp klau tamak slalu rugi. dri pespektif aku btol la.. kalau nk tamak sgt pon x boleh sbb mmg aku akn rugi sendiri.. Tapi bgi orng yg nk kan sesuatu untuk kepntingan sndiri kompom ckp kalau tamak la untung... UNTUNGLA... haha.. ceh tiru ayat orng..

camne ni duit x da nk wat asgmnt.. hmm.. nk crik keje part time la. sper yg ada keje nk bgi kat aku. nk keje nk kumpul duit. x dala aku menyshkan orng lain. klau guna duit orng nnti orng ungkit balik. x kira mak sendiri ka orng lain ka. x sedap d dgr di telinga ni hah..

tapi tima kasih bnyk2 yg bnyk tolong aku skng ni. kalau la x da korng aku x leh nk stand up betol2 pon. lgi2 dak2 hijau kat MMU, kat luar my 4 bestfrens ever setiap bnyk aku terhutnag budi dgn korng, kalau ada keupayaan nnti aku akan cuba tolong korng lak. kalau skng ni bnyk ssh kn korng mintak maaf sgt la ya.. bukan niat aku ssahkan sape2 pon tapi mungkin keadaan memaksa aku buat camni.. aku x nkla bnda2 personal buatkn aku jauh orng yg bnyk tolong aku. budi d balas dgn budi. kalau yg terasa hati dgn kata2 aku ka , perbuatan ka itu smua kelemahan aku sendiri.

so kalau nmpk slah aku tolong tegur. itu pon dah cukup bgi aku untuk perbaik diri aku ni. x kira apa pon.. walaupon sakit mana pon teguran aku kena telan gak. kalau dgn teguran dri kawan sendiri x leh nk terima camne nk memimpin yg lain. eh, ada kena mgena ka..haha.. x kira sper ponla yg kenal aku. tegur je kalau perlu. mmg la kalau ada yg ckp dah tegoq bnyk kali pon ttp sama jugak. perubahan itu x kn brlaku sekelip mata melainkan ada kena mgena dgn nyawa.

kata-kata dari seorang kawan.

It true, till what I've done burnt me down to the ground.


Kalaulah.

Kalau nk mengharapkan aku berubah pon x leh gak.
No one is perfect my friends..
Dont make it one person fault. come see on my point of view pulak.
Quite different from yours..
I'am who I'am.
I'll try my best not to annoyed anyone.
Done.
If it because of me dont let it effect others.
Not fair at all not fair.

haha.. fullstop.. nothing much to say.

Genting bersama mereka.

Sekilas kata, perjalanan yang menyeronokan malam yang begitu indah. Sampai di kawasan Genting mula berkabus dan sejuk. Lama dah aku x gi Genting time akhir p sana masa sekolah rendah kalau x silap akula. Angin bertiup kencang bersama kabus yg sangat sejuk tapi menyenangkan. Aku pulak yg x bwk sweater. Tapi dalam perjalanan ikhwan bgi pinjam sweater dia. terima kasih bnyk kalau x.. mmg aku beku habis nk tahan sejuk. crik hotel smua mahal.. dah la tgh x da duit. hahaha... pergi x d rancang.

Kami pon tido dalam keta. walaupon x selesa mana, tapi aku tngok dak2 lena jugak.. sebab penat sangat la kot. Sebelum 2.. lpk2 ambik gambar.. bukan main kepalang gambar je beratus-ratus kitorng ambik.. haha. gila gmbr habis. I've been binding with them because all this activities. Before this Kedah now Genting. I glad i known them. Even i've known them not that long. but I still got many experience from them. Kindda.. wierd that i always wanna join you guys right, i dont mind if i cant join. Gladly i have the chance to come.

In the same time i know what make some of them unplease of me. so i'll try my best to make it right. Tapi seriously kalau cakap blakang x dpt selesaikan masalah. I have to find what are the problems that make them unplease. So please dont simply judge me because of one bad thing that i've done.

I hope i have the way to make everyone happy. Anyway tq for one more time because let me join you guys in Genting trip. ^^

kelu lidah

Kadang2 kita kena mengalah.

Why how..

Why how the way of life is changing every time we choose different road. Why how sometime we change the way it is? It will lead us to different point of live right. Why how to choose the right road to lead yourself to the right track. Even you know that each way you chose have possibility will be the same as last road you chose before. Life, it not easy as you see in television. Fairy tale or happy ending. What we have to do is that, choose the road that lead us to our creator. Even myself being hypocrite but i have my own reason. Everyone have their own reason. So dont judge people to easily.

Sometime we see a person always smile but we dont know what he/she have been through in his/her life. I never understand why people have to be ruthless? Because one little dirt of someone then the whole world will be the victims? hah.. what happen?? Why how I , myself to be myself if I myself dont even know my ownself?

You ofently heard, people kept telling theirself to be themself. Do you think it is possible? I should do reserch more toward the ratio how many people that can be thier ownself. Possible but, nope for me.? Experience will make us become more mature. Brain will stimulate new things and by the experience we can make decision.

So sometime people cant be thierself in the way they are. The situation lead them to make drastic decision. Things they do what they think it right for themself. But still there are people are trying to destroy thierself??. Why how??

"If you are stuck with 2 options, Just flip a coin in the air! It works, not because it solves the problems. But while the coin is in air, u'll know what your heart is really hoping for...!"


Every problem has the way to solve it dont make the wrong decision. One step at the time, stand for the right. Try to solve problem without make it worse. Yes there are time went we dont know what we have done to others. Try to ask and make it right. This is why how, have to decrease our EGO. Life will be more better as if no ego in ourself.


Akhir kata, semuanya kerana ALLAH ^^

*kalau nk sambung memang lagi panjang berjela hahaha.. skit2 dulu. ^^